a personal post 2
A Personal Post 2
MY NAME IS ASIONG
IM A MANIC DEPRESSIVE and I hate myself.
YEARS AGO I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH A UNIPOLAR DEPRESSIVE DISORDER.
A CERTAIN TYPE OF MENTAL ILLNESS.
BUT IM not CRAZY.
Im just sad and lonely.
im just sad all the time.
and my sadness doesn’t go away.
it sticks around for days,
weeks, months and years.
a visitor that doesn’t want to leave.
its like a parasite.
it drains you, consumes you, eats you. . .
taking every little bit of strength, courage and confidence in you.
it will take away even the last drop of hope in you.
it poisons you
and eventually kills you.
and you will realized that it sucks to be you.
everybody hates you.
and then you hate you.
but he will befriend you and you will become inseparable...
this is an auto post.
by the time you're reading this, I'm already dead.
i already had enough. i'm giving up and now letting go.
Asiong32 is now signing off!
THIS WAS MY SUICIDAL NOTE OR SUICIDAL POST THAT WAS NEVER FINISHED OR WAS NEVER PUBLISHED. BY THE TIME I WAS ALMOST ABOUT TO GIVE UP. GOD SPOKE TO ME SEVERAL TIMES. GOD USES A LOT OF PEOPLE ALONG THE WAY AND NOW I'M A BELIEVER.
IM IN GOOD HANDS NOW. IM FINE AND I FEEL BETTER. I MAY NOT HAVE ANYTHING RIGHT NOW BUT I AM HAPPY. I NEVER FELT THIS HAPPY IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.
I JUST WANNA SAY THANK YOU TO EVERYONE. GOD BLESS YOU ALL!
PHOTOS TAKEN A FEW DAYS BEFORE MY SUICIDAL ATTEMPT.
PHOTOS TAKEN MORE THAN A WEEK AGO. PROOF THAT IM STILL ALIVE.