after the rain : a personal post

It’s been more than a month since my last post. The blogosphere’s biggest emo of them all is back. Yup, that’s me and from now on I think I should start calling myself as the emo blogger or emo32, emo traveler, or the ultimate emo boy. Hahaha. Little did you know that my last post was actually a suicidal note. It may seemed that I was saying goodbye to the blogosphere for good but the truth is, I was already saying goodbye to the world for good. I was at my lowest point again in my life and as usual I resort to suicidal thoughts and I’m not gonna make it attitude or there’s no hope anymore and my life is a mess drama, I hate my self mantra and unlimited pity party all day and all night long. I know I love adventure but my life itself is already full of adventure. But it’s a different kind of adventure. Picking up every single piece of hope I have left in order to survive. After a month, I’m still alive, I’m still here…I survived! I survived “after the rain” but the storm is yet to come. You know what? I had a lot of realizations from this experience, that… “Somehow God has arranged events and placed people in our lives for a reason…In the same way we have been appointed to be part of someone’s life for a reason as well”…that “I’m taking myself too seriously”… that somehow “I am weak and such a cry baby”…that “I’m paranoid”… that “I have a lot of friends”… that “I should watch Naruto more often”… that “I have a gift”… that “giving up is not an option”… that “I still wanna live and touch other people’s lives…actually it’s a never ending “that”…but the most important thing is that… “God is there for me all the time”. That’s coming from a full blooded atheist to being a Christian.

I don’t normally write an article this long here in my blog, this is more of a photo blog. I’m not really a writer and thank you for reading this far and I don’t wanna bore you so I’m gonna shut my mouth now. Do you like the new Asiong32? Well, a lot of changes well be coming soon, that means, more photos, more travels, more adventures and more fun as I turn 2 next month.

Burnham Lake after the rain:

taken one afternoon after the rain using my friends canon kiss dslr.

and finally…the view of baguio city hall from the lake.

I was looking at my photo archives and I found these…photos of foggy burnham lake taken two years ago from my old camera phone…I tried submitting these photos to a photo contest two years ago but have not met the criteria because it was just a camera phone. too bad. now I’m sharing it…

baguio: my home…my city

“NEVER GIVE UP”

The plan for your life far exceeds the circumstances of today.