SELF…a personal post

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Dear Self,

Where are you?

I’ve been looking all over for you.

Where did you go?

Where can I find you?

I need you.

Do I still know you?

Who are you?

All I know is that it sucks to be you.

I don’t want to be you.

I hate you.

You hate me.

I hate me.

Just kill me.

I am my own worst enemy.

Don’t let me get me!

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I know right?! That’s actually me in the picture!

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another depression episode. I hate it! I really hate it!

I wish it would go away soon…

I was able to borrow a digicam, magpapahinga muna siguro ng matagal tong cellphone ko sa pagkuha ng mga pictures.

Comments

  1. RenceJanuary 10, 2012 at 3:20 PM

    I have battled with depression most of my life, and I'm a survivor. I understand.

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  2. RenceJanuary 10, 2012 at 3:46 PM

    i sent an email to you, but your email address seems not to be working. email me at rencelee@ymail.com. thanks

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  3. UnknownJanuary 10, 2012 at 4:32 PM

    celphone b gmit mo d2 ang galing nman malinaw at ok. edited b yun iba?

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  4. AnonymousJanuary 10, 2012 at 5:39 PM

    nag eemo ka na naman bro!hahaha, ngiti muna jan.baka mahawa ako eh wahihi.. :)

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  5. hana bananaJanuary 10, 2012 at 9:08 PM

    ay feel ko yang feeling mo... i-feel mo lang yan...mawawala rin yan eventually ^^

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  6. escapeJanuary 10, 2012 at 11:19 PM

    quite sad to read this but i hope our trip there can at least lift up the positive side of life. see you soon!

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  7. Arvy CreenciaJanuary 11, 2012 at 5:55 PM

    same emo here... every things gonna be alright... bukas ok n yan..

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  8. Asiong32January 12, 2012 at 11:10 AM

    thanks guys. im ok now its just that sometimes pag talagang umatake na eh parang diko na xa macontrol kaya magpopost na lang ako emo post tas pag ok nako tas babalikan ko yung emo post, natatawa na lang ako. hayyy

    @rence, thank you! i will surely send you an email ryt after this comment.

    @palakanton, gamit ko na yung digicam na nahiram ko. pipitsugin na didgicam lang xa kasi di familiar yung pangalan...YASHICA! usually contrast at brightness lang ang ginagalaw ko pag nag-eedit ng pics para natural parin pero for the sake of this emo post eh tatlo sa mga pics nato ang inedit ko using color balance sa photoshop. u

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  9. Asiong32January 12, 2012 at 11:19 AM

    @mark. uu nga eh, siguro pag ikaw ang kausap ko palagi eh im sure di ako maeemo kasi di ka mauubusan ng mga nakakatawang kwento at jokes. ayan, nakangiti nako. hehe

    @hana...tama ka, as of now wala na nga sya. nakakainis lang kasi kahit matanda nako eh nagkakarun parin ako ng ganitong issues. insecurity issues kung baga. haha. ayan nakakatawa nako.

    @dom,..dont worry, im ok now. and im sure that our trip there will not only lift but it definitely make a difference and i cant wait! 2 more days! like i always say...im so excited na and ive been looking forward for that day!

    @arvy...yeah, palagi ko ring sinasabi yan sa sarili ko. everythings gonna be alright which they always do eventually. im ok now. thanks!

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  10. Lady FishboneJanuary 13, 2012 at 12:34 AM

    how sad naman..... be haappy lang kuya, heheh

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  11. bagotilyoJanuary 16, 2012 at 2:48 PM

    emo ang pare ko .. cheer up..

    ako din madalas ganyan..

    hate it to0..


    ngiti lang :)

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  12. Asiong32January 17, 2012 at 11:49 PM

    @jessica...hindi ko ma-access blog mo. kita kits tayo minsan ninan unclekaycee. u

    @bagotilyo...ok nako ngayun bro. sabi nga nila eh hapiness is a choice. pero mahirap...

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