asiong’s birthday!

 

THE MAN I NEVER KNEW

I WISH I COULD HAVE MET THIS MAN.

THE MAN I COULD HAVE CALLED DAD.

 

IT’S BEEN MANY LONG YEAR’S WITHOUT YOU.

I AM LOST WITHOUT YOU.

MY HEART IS EMPTY WITHOUT YOU

I’VE BEEN NEEDING AND WANTING YOU SO BADLY.

 

WHERE EVER YOU ARE…THANK YOU FOR BRINGING ME HERE AND I LOVE YOU!

 

 

THE WOMAN OF MY LIFE

I RARELY SAY THESE WORDS BUT I WANNA SAY THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU TO MY MOM. I MAY NOT SHOW IT BUT  I REALLY LOVE HER SO MUCH. SHE DID EVERYTHING FOR ME AND I’M REALLY THANKFUL FOR THAT. SHE MAY NOT UNDERSTAND ME AT TIMES COZ SHE DOESN’T KNOW WHAT I’M GOING THROUGH BUT I REALLY LOVE HER. SHE DOESN’T KNOW THAT I’M A MANIC DEPRESSIVE AND THAT I TRIED KILLING MYSELF SO MANY TIMES. BUT I’M OK NOW. I’M MORE THAN OK. I ADMIT THAT I STILL GET THE BLUES SOMETIMES BUT I REALIZED THAT SUICIDE’S NOT THE WAY. IT’S MY BIRTHDAY AND I ALWAYS HAD THIS IDEA THAT IT’S THE BEST TIME TO DIE. BUT THAT WAS BEFORE. I ‘M A DIFFERENT PERSON NOW AND I WANT OTHER PEOPLE WHO IS SUFFERING FROM THE SAME ILLNESS TO REALIZE THAT NO ONE CAN CURE YOU BUT YOURSELF. I ADMIT THAT I STILL GET DEPRESSED SOMETIMES BUT I AM NOT DRUG DEPENDENT ANYMORE. NOW I HAVE A CHOICE. I HAVE A CHOICE TO BE HAPPY. IT’S NOT AN EASY TASK BUT LITTLE BY LITTLE IM GETTING THERE.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

 

I know, its my birthday kaya kailangang masaya but at the same time it’s a celebration of life and I wanna pay tribute to my parents who brought me here in this world. Iisa lang naman ang wish ko ngayong bday ko, sana magkarun nako ng totoong camera.

salamat sa pagbisita at salamat na rin sa mga babati. u